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Battery of Solitude

by S.A. Bach

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1.
45 01:22
it's better to know now who we are idealism will only get you so far imagination may send up sparks, but it'll never catch fire i'm glad we can see now what we've done the few have fallen to the many; the bad guys have won but each of us is guilty, so we may as well lock her up all hail president trump
2.
Loneliness 03:16
knowing my heart's eyes are so much bigger than its stomach i will kindly take my leave take your high fidelity & shove it overboard indeed, my dear, i'd dive into the blue to rescue you but not with these irons on my feet, so fall in love with loneliness put your trust in loneliness cause you're the only one for loneliness fall in love, won't you fall in love? tap into the source, the battery of solitude the primacy of peace should you ever need me, i'll come running but out here on the road, filing down my soul for parts unknown i've found no better way to cope than to fall in love with loneliness i've got to trust in loneliness cause i'm the only one for loneliness i'm in love, so in love i'm in love, i'm in love with the creak in my voice that's the only constant i see i'm in love, i'm in love with the beautiful void i know she's waiting at home for me fall in love with loneliness you know you ought to trust in loneliness cause you're the only one for loneliness and there ain't nothing you can do so get over the moon and love your loneliness i thank the stars above for loneliness cause you're the only one, my lovely loneliness you're the only one, loneliness it's always been you
3.
Places 02:23
i wrote my first songs down there in the basement and right across the street, cappy pulled my sister on the sled i rode west chasing a dream but caught a life instead so i towed it home to missouri just barely lost the longing 'fore it lopped off my head now i'm finally feeling fine 'bout being alone till i'm dead i'm thinking one more test & my reactive mind's vanquished i'm thinking no more sentimentality for places no more sentimentality for places way back when my folks split up, i figured i'd do the same but i suppose i never severed all those ties in my brain seemed no matter what was happening, i'd dissociate from relentless reality and i guess i'd never said goodbye to this old baldwin the lightning bugs, the country road, or all those green rolling hills but if i want to live the way eckhart tol'me to live then that means no more sentimentality for places no more sentimentality for places how i still wish we all could somehow be together again gretchen, steve, allie & sebastian but he just had to go and grow up like some kind of fucking idiot so no more sentimentality for places no more sentimentality for places
4.
it's still so early, anne shirley, in this infernal night i shouldn't have been watching you in this season or in this life, i want a new and beautiful one on prince edward island these los angeles vignettes are saccharine as it gets still i keep writing 'em for some reason got no definitive regrets, just nagging doubts haven't figured lonely out there there, now now, come home my sweet inspiration there there, now now, don't leave the orphan at the station life ain't what you had in mind for it it knows just what you need instead it may lead where you'd least expect but hang your hat, don't hang your head
5.
Sideyard 03:03
here comes a late gasp from a living man, as if i hadn't said enough i'm almost always doing all i can, never seem to level up and it never quite adds up but there's a picture of a picture of a picture in my mind though it's fading fading fading, i still pray to it each night there was once an inkling of a tinkling of a twinkling in my eyes thought it's dated jaded faded, i need you to see it shine frequent stops. do not follow. i'm no hero (watch me, though) i'm no hero, watch me closely though cause, hey, you never know yet another late gasp from a living man, hope i don't get my hopes up this time every line's all mine, gonna burn a disc and lock it up cause i know the word ain't never catching up still there's a picture of a picture of a picture in my mind though it's fading fading fading, i still pray to it each night the tiny window slightly cracked atop that tower up so high is where i'm climbing climbing climbing till i fall back down & die there's still an inkling of a tinkling of a twinkling in my eyes thought it's near-disintegrated, need you all to see it shine frequent stops. do not follow. i'm no hero (watch me, though) i'm no hero, watch me closely though cause, hey, you never know you never know had a pitcher of a tincture of the elixir of life when we moved out of the valley, guess i left it behind in the sideyard by the brick wall, now it's a day spa for flies i'd still take a swig, i'd simply plug my nose & close my eyes
6.
fuck, i'm up again, should have known i was dreaming though it had all already gone to shit, i still had feelings about it what are the odds i come across something or someone i care for this lifetime when i'm not high, drunk or dreaming? slim to none what are the odds i'll stick it out when there's a shadow of a doubt this lifetime if i'm not getting paid at least bi-weekly for my time? we'll find out in no time fuck, i'm drunk again, and on cue my blue heart is bleeding though it only wants to play the hits, that's the last thing it needs what are the odds i come across something or someone i'll care for this lifetime when i'm not high, drunk or dreaming? slim to none what are the odds i'll stick it out when there's a shadow of a doubt this lifetime if i'm not getting paid at least bi-weekly for my time? we'll find out in no time when i play the hits, that's the only time i know for sure i give a shit guess i'm still not over it joy of joys fuck, i'm high, fuck i'm so fucking high again i want to kiss you, but i can't stop giggling what are the odds you'd save me a slice of the pie in the sky? what are the odds you'd save me a slice of your pie in the sky? what are the odds you'll save me a slice? i'm a hungry come on, sneak me a bite, i haven't had a taste since 2009 what are the odds of a wink or a nod?
7.
Daylight 03:01
i never went to church regular but lately i've been thinking, what could it hurt? 'cause i can't seem to care no more guess i went a few too many times overboard the congregation sitting in the pews what are they looking for? what have they got to lose? are they being tested, seeking solace in the presence of those who've made it through? have they used something up? do they aim to get it renewed? or are they just so weary and desperate to believe they fake it till they make it? now, i suppose love's a religion, too and this must be my crisis of faith, 'cause i can't seem to find no truth love, it seems to me, is a religion too so every week or so, shouldn't i get up inside a brick house like you so we could work out all the moves fake it till we make it? love ain't like a chia pet but it can use some daylight now and then i'm gonna get as close as i can get and fake it till i make it love, there's not a kit for it still, we could cross a few steps off the list why don't we take this far as we can get and fake it till we make it?
8.
Habit (free) 02:24
9.
having said all that, was it true and was it worth a nickel to you? don't see why i sustain this vain pursuit feed in more tokens, hit "continue" okay have it your way, i take it back suppose we made so much love you just lost track i hear there's a party, can you come? let's turn up in costume as us young like i young would always say we'll forget this all someday like you young would always say i've forgotten already so having forgotten, we can make it up so being in charge now, let's take charge for once so now that we're grown up, let's be grownups the trials of kid us were so much kid stuff
10.
I'm Sad 03:39
I've decided I'm sad I ain't lyin', I'm sad I can't have you, it makes me sad Now he has you, now I'm sad I thought I would make you happy And I'm sure I could But I was too slow or just too late And now I guess I should be sad I can't live any of the dreams I've had No denyin' I'm sad I can't hide it, I'm sad At first I guess I was just a little bit glad To be out of the race, 'cause the race made me mad But I was supposed to make you happy And I know I would If what's-his-name hadn't cut in front of me Yeah, he's quick, but is he there for good? I'm sad I can't carry out any of my big plans For you Do you really think I'd bring you down? Do you suppose I'd ever do you harm? I will sing my song out loud My music will ensnare your heart And now I'm sad for you 'Cause soon you'll be sad too
11.
i don't know, maybe i could have loved her i wish i had the will to miss her never had the heart to tell her her favorite song of mine was about her sister a belated self-congratulations on my sex tourist vacation yes it's true portland's for lovers but my beard wasn't up to specifications give my regards to joe and all bells, bivs & devoes and if you're passing through the middle of the midwest look me up the leaves are changing colors yeah those things on trees, they've got em here the bellies on the young girls are growing and before long it's gonna be snowing yeah before long it's gonna be snowing i stole away from l.a. left chunks of me draped along the freeways my folks had sealed my fate when i was just shy of eight they brought me to romanticize my birthplace sure wasn't all i'd cracked it up to be sure left a couple hundred good cracks in me but i am still intact, in fact i'm getting my act back together and you know, i really don't mind weather give my regards to joe and all the freaks back home and if you've got a fear of flying make sure you hit me up
12.
i'm just an 8-year-old from california i ain't got much to say i guess i could just take a few minutes and tell you what i have to say the first time i ever saw you you took my eyes away since i've been around you the world's been a much much happier place i'm just an 8-year-old from california i didn't have much to say (i think there was more but that's all i remember)

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released January 20, 2017

thank you Gretchen Bach, Steve Bach, Marlena Bach, Lonn Hayes, Rosie Tucker, Mike TV, Joe Fraley, Allie Bach, Jordan Gloyd

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S.A. Bach Springfield, Missouri

ever-bewildered anti-folkie from LA-via-Branson-via-LA. singer-guitarist-songwriter w/Oh Yeah, the Future (comma is part of the name), The Middle Initials, Star Maps & The Bachs. my name is trademarked :(

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